Ketchup

You take a long hard stare

At what you used to have

Once upon a time

And look a way when I catch you looking.

 

Yes I’ve changed

My hair is longer

My bum is regretfully smaller

And as for the butterflies in my stomach,

I vomited them up

And placed them in Pandora’s box

Which you tried to open when you caught my attention

Lost my affection

Stared deeply into my eyes

But failed to see yourself in them

When you placed my your hand on mine

But they were not dripping wet.

 

Yes I’ve changed

I’m not your little girl anymore

Your movements no longer move me

Your presence no longer woos me

Your words no longer fool me

Truly

I’m anaesthetised

Desensitised

And the bruises you left on my heart

Have healed

And they haven’t even left scars like I thought they would

I just thought I should

Let you know

That I’ve changed

And it’s a damn shame that you haven’t

 

So you take a long hard stare

At what you could have had

Once upon a time

And look away when I catch you looking

When I catch you dreaming about where you would be

If you were still with me

And face front.


@11 months ago with 1 note
#poetry #poem #spilled ink #writing 

"

Haiku #13 (I dropped the ‘daily’ cos they’re more like every now and again…)

Have I found my new talent?
Never knew I was a photographer

"

@1 year ago
#haiku #spilled ink #poem 

chaiivee:

my heart is not a backpack
you cannot just put things in
and take them out later
yes my heart loves learning
loves books and films and
new things to hold
and keep
but you cannot just come by
peek inside, pick and choose
decide to shop somewhere else
for a while
my heart is not a backpack
stop that
stop this
go

@1 year ago with 19 notes
#poetry #poem #spilled ink 

Smudgeoning

umustcreate:

Writing in pencil,
Smudging, bludgeoning
Words out of existence.
Keep hand still,
Rotate wrist to free
Mind. I can’t find
A way to continue
Without erasing all I have
Achieved so far.
Sentences like my life,
I obliterate everything
There’s no behind
Only forward.
I’ve so much left to give
But in the present
I must live.

@1 year ago with 24 notes
#poem #poetry #spilled ink 

This is the poem I wrote for my boyfriend for Valentines day - I’m such a sweetie I know. Have a look!


Standing in Clintons attempting to find a card which emphasised how I feel about you was near enough impossible

None of the pictures were able to capture just how sexy we look together

The stick-men couple were not holding each other as tight as you hold me

The figurines did not stare into each other’s eyes as lovingly as you look into mine

The lover’s kiss appeared empty, not oozing with passion and butterflies

The badge on the front did not have ‘I LOVE YOU’ written big enough

The big, bold statements failed to catch my eye the way you did

The words inside could not articulate how prepared I am to make you happy

They could not capture how deeply I feel no matter how hard they tried

 

The rhyming couplets, although sweet, could not describe the chemistry when we meet

The alliteration did not portray our deep desire or the longevity of our love

The enjambment could not demonstrate the height at which I fell head over heels in love with you

The iambic meter could not incorporate how my heart skips a beat when you’re near

The anaphoric references could not encapsulate what we’ve been through in the past nor could the cataphoric references depict our future

No card can convey how secure I feel in your arms or just how happy I’ve been since the day I met you

No words can express how proud I am to be with you, how blessed I am to have your and just how much I love you

 

You inspire me to release the burning potential I have inside of me

You encourage me to free my inward spark

By example, you teach me how to be the light in my surroundings, which can sometimes be dark

You motivate me to step outside the box

Literally, metaphorically and just like the picture on the front of this card,

You’re my perfect match.


@1 year ago with 2 notes
#Valentines Day #poem #writing #creative wtiting #spilled ink #poems #love #love poems 

At 4am

umustcreate:

Do you want to see me at my weakest?
At 4am when it’s bleakest
Not quite night
And not really day
What would you say?
Would it repel you
To see me vulnerable
Weak and far from honourable
When there’s no need for me to be
A gentleman
Merely a man
And all the frailties that come
With being human
Would you understand?
And take my hand
Tell me things will be okay
Or would you leave
And stay far away?

@1 year ago with 28 notes
#poetry #spilled ink #poem #poems #writing #creative writing 

THE MOUTH SPEAKS: Overrated? 

poeticpersistence:

themouthspeaks:

poeticpersistence:

Love is a cycle with a synapse at the end

Partners have become fashion, pregnancy a trend

Love is pleasing but lust can never get enough

Females can be teasing, Males can get rough.

Boys play it cool because girls radiate warmth

In attempt to be idiosyncratic and variagate norms

But are two lovers safe or are two lovers lost?

If love is the way, what is the cost?

They say it’s better to have loved and lost than never to have loved I agree

I didn’t choose love, love chose me

When my heart did the blinking I lost sight

When my feelings did the thinking I lost my mind

But Mr Right was always in the picture

Scripture depicts submission and vulnerability

Advocating what seemed like a greater cost to me

Mistakenly

Love

When with the perfect person

Is perfect.

But you see I agree, 

with your every word on every line

Your every turn as you twine,

The optimistic thoughts on your mind

But please for just a second,

consider this philosophy of mine..

I find myself inclined

to believe, in the unique,

perfect, person you seek.

The thief, that’s bounds to leave,

with resent, unable to prevent,

the leaking of them sneaking,

with alleged friends.

That for so long they’ve spent,

building up a stage with,

for voluptuous intent.

I mean, how do we trust, in a world brimming with injustice?

A world where hope is dimming, disappearing in clusters

And that perfect partner you lost before you met will inevitably lust that and lust this?

I’ve pondered as I walked the road of life and the answer came to me on it’s own..

Just like you were born alone, you tend to die alone.

And I find it difficult to adjust this,

line of thought,

in the hope of justice,

Because just this,

is enough for me to accept the fact,

That in this world opposites attract,

And that saying alone, surely, sure enough..

Should explain one of the many reasons why I hate love.

I see now how your poetic points are persistent

And your viewpoint remains unchanging and consistent

But still I must resist and dismiss them before you convince me otherwise

I understand completely your thought patterns believe me

But i can’t help but feel as though you have an emotional wall

Maybe you loved once in the past

Maybe you lost it all

You have every reason to distrust the nature of humanity

Which is notably selfish

Intrinsically

Where it’s every man for herself

Apologetically

And a dog-eat-dog world

Unfortunately

But your distrust doesn’t solve much

Trust me

Rather it adds to the negativity

Positively casting out all hope of true love

If you don’t trust her, she’ll give you reason to.

But if you love her unconditionally, she’ll give you reason too.

@1 year ago with 11 notes
#poetry #poem #poems #collaboration #spilled ink #writing #creative writing #love #love poems 

Swaying Cilia

poeticallyundead:

Melancholy piano pains,

power chords and bent strings;

lyrics from a soul that’s getting too old

to know how to love or how to sing.

He just wants to vibrate the air

in a way that is too true to see-

ripples of sonic sound,

coursing through cilia that sway

as his eardrum pounds in perfect time to his heart’s beat.

His head bobs 

as he taps his feet

in between the bars and notes of a

composition sheet.

Music is his life-

music sets him free.

by my-pen-is-a-pistola

(Source: t-h-e-r-e--t-h-e-r-e)

@1 year ago with 40 notes
#poetry #poem #poems #writing #creative writing #prose #spilled ink 

Haiku #14

“I’ve got a handful of spices

Guess I’ve got too much Thyme on my hands”

@11 months ago with 2 notes
#haiku #poem #spilled ink 

Poetically Profound: Poem Amour 

poeticallyprofound:

Soft spoken
Woven omens
Making love to women
In between writing these poems 
It was startling
When I realized how much you were a part of me
Somehow, someway never managed to see
My own muse’s artistry
And its in those moments
Of supreme vulnerability 
That I ask myself if I’ve become everything I wanted to be
When they
Take my pen away
What will the uncover? 
What will it unveil?
Hearts of broken lovers
Blood red ink revealed
She was too busy romancing the stone
Perhaps never meant to leave me all alone
Soft spoken
Woven omens
Making love to women
In between these broken
Poems

@1 year ago with 48 notes
#poem #poetry #spilled ink 

The Diary of a Writer: One Plus One Equals Three Minus One 

the-diary-of-a-writer:

I was sixteen years young.
That’s how they saw it.
A hundred and ninety two moons
Of a lifespan.

There were milestones to conquer
And miles to travel,
People I’d never met
And names to forget,
Before I landed my feet on  
this unsteady ground. 

But somewhere along the way
I fell in love too soon,
And two people became one
In the corner of a bathroom stall
On a lonely Friday night. 

Half a moon later
I watched myself cringe to a ball
On the floor of the same toilet
With a stick and a + for confirmation in my hand.

From then on, 
Time stopped and swirled 
And I lost track of life
Mostly because I didn’t want to remember.

It hurts because when 
You were inside me
I had two hearts beating beauty 
Through my being

Now,
It feels like I have
None. 

One plus one 
Equals three 
Minus one. 

(Source: alfaazkibarsaat)

@1 year ago with 44 notes
#poetry #poem #spilled ink #writing 

lost and found

lifeencoded:

i lost

track

           of where
i left

my heart

     it once was
in a poem
by Pablo Neruda

another time
     i found it stuck
between the pages
of Bluebeard

                        then it was over here
                                         with you
     now
     it seems
     to have
     gone
     missing
     again

                       do you have it?

or you?

             or is it
lost
                                   in the
                             wilderness
                         of daydreams
places
faces
which might be
          delusions or illusions

     or hard facts
     in literary
     journals

please

bear with me
while I check
lost and found

(via poeticallyprofound)

@1 year ago with 47 notes
#poetry #poem #writing #spilled ink 

Acrostic - I Hate To Carry This Hate.

thewritersaddress:

I

     Honestly have begun to
     Abhor
     These feelings that fill my
     Existence.

The venom in my heart has
Overpowered any warmth, any love

     Causing this heart to erode
     And stiffen with
     Rivalry and
     Retribution. Unwilling to
     Yield, unaffected by

The defects and blemishes in the
Hideousness that is my soul
I cannot exercise integrity and kindness.
Saddened by the

      Hatred
      Angst and
      Torment
      Exoneration, for now, is out of the question.

(via thewritersaddress)

@1 year ago with 142 notes
#poetry #spilled ink #poem #poems #writing #creative writing 

Raven&Bloom: I Am Nobody's Nigger 

ravenandbloom:

I Am Nobody’s Nigger

Rappers when you use the word “nigger” remember that’s one of the last words Stephen Lawrence heard, so don’t tell me it’s a reclaimed word.

I am nobody’s nigger 
So please, let my ancestors rest in peace 
Not turn in their graves in Jamaica plantations 
Or the watery graves of the slave trade 
Thrown overboard into middle passage 
Just for insurance claims 
They were chained up on a boat 
As many as they could manage and stay afloat 
Stripped of dignity and all hope 
Awaiting their masters and European names 
But the sick and the injured were dead weight to toss 
And Lloyds of London would cover that cost.

I am nobody’s nigger 
So you can tell Weezy and Drake 
That they made a mistake 
I am nobody’s nigger now 
So you can tell Kanye and Jigga 
I am not a nigger… in Paris 
I’m not a nigger in London 
I’m not a nigger in New York 
I’m not a nigger in Kingston 
I’m not a nigger in Accra 
Or a nigger with attitude in Compton 
Cos “I don’t wanna be called yo nigga”

How were you raised on Public Enemy 
And still became your own worst enemy? 
You killed Hip Hop and resurrected headless zombies 
That can’t think for themselves or see where they’re going 
Or quench the blood lust because there’s no blood flowing 
In their hearts, just in the streets 
They don’t give a damn as long as they eating 
Their hearts ain’t beating, they’re cold as ice (bling) 
Because they would put money over everything 
Money over self respect or self esteem 
Or empowering the youth to follow their dreams 
Stacking paper cos it’s great than love it’s seems 
Call me “nigger” cos you’re scared of what “brother” means

To know that we share something unspeakable 
To know that as high as we rise we are not seen as equal 
To know that racism is institutional thinking 
And that “nigger” is the last word you heard before a lynching.

By Dean Atta

(Source: soundcloud.com)

@1 year ago with 14 notes
#Stephen Lawrence #Poem #Poetry #Spilled Ink #Tribute 

New Year 

thediaryofawriter:

365. It seems like such a small number; innocent and harmless. Yet packed within the folds and curves of those digits lie the moments, miracles, and mistakes that took me one step closer to the individual I will become some day. Hiding beneath those three figures are the jabs and punches, the glue and medicine that define my existence. That number has a sliver of my soul residing in its strands.  

So here’s to 2011. You broke me. You changed me. You showed me. You held me. And in your arms, i grew stronger, even though parts of me were missing. I grew wiser in the face of darkness. I found the courage to let the world read my words, and peek inside the folds of my true character. I fell down. And I fell in love. I let go. And I let in. I got lost. And I found a community of writers that make me feel worthy, and affect me. So yeah, I got beat up, and beat down. But somewhere along the way I did something right to end up exactly where I am today. 

So with those 365 days under my belt, I stand here, stripped and vulnerable, Scared but strong, hesitant, but ready- for another round.

Bring it, Twelve.

(Source: alfaazkibarsaat, via alfaazkibarsaat)

@1 year ago with 18 notes
#poem #poetry #creative writing #spilled ink #new year #writing #prose 
Ketchup

You take a long hard stare

At what you used to have

Once upon a time

And look a way when I catch you looking.

 

Yes I’ve changed

My hair is longer

My bum is regretfully smaller

And as for the butterflies in my stomach,

I vomited them up

And placed them in Pandora’s box

Which you tried to open when you caught my attention

Lost my affection

Stared deeply into my eyes

But failed to see yourself in them

When you placed my your hand on mine

But they were not dripping wet.

 

Yes I’ve changed

I’m not your little girl anymore

Your movements no longer move me

Your presence no longer woos me

Your words no longer fool me

Truly

I’m anaesthetised

Desensitised

And the bruises you left on my heart

Have healed

And they haven’t even left scars like I thought they would

I just thought I should

Let you know

That I’ve changed

And it’s a damn shame that you haven’t

 

So you take a long hard stare

At what you could have had

Once upon a time

And look away when I catch you looking

When I catch you dreaming about where you would be

If you were still with me

And face front.


11 months ago
#poetry #poem #spilled ink #writing 
Haiku #14

“I’ve got a handful of spices

Guess I’ve got too much Thyme on my hands”

11 months ago
#haiku #poem #spilled ink 
"

Haiku #13 (I dropped the ‘daily’ cos they’re more like every now and again…)

Have I found my new talent?
Never knew I was a photographer

"
1 year ago
#haiku #spilled ink #poem 
Poetically Profound: Poem Amour→

poeticallyprofound:

Soft spoken
Woven omens
Making love to women
In between writing these poems 
It was startling
When I realized how much you were a part of me
Somehow, someway never managed to see
My own muse’s artistry
And its in those moments
Of supreme vulnerability 
That I ask myself if I’ve become everything I wanted to be
When they
Take my pen away
What will the uncover? 
What will it unveil?
Hearts of broken lovers
Blood red ink revealed
She was too busy romancing the stone
Perhaps never meant to leave me all alone
Soft spoken
Woven omens
Making love to women
In between these broken
Poems

1 year ago
#poem #poetry #spilled ink 

chaiivee:

my heart is not a backpack
you cannot just put things in
and take them out later
yes my heart loves learning
loves books and films and
new things to hold
and keep
but you cannot just come by
peek inside, pick and choose
decide to shop somewhere else
for a while
my heart is not a backpack
stop that
stop this
go

1 year ago
#poetry #poem #spilled ink 
The Diary of a Writer: One Plus One Equals Three Minus One→

the-diary-of-a-writer:

I was sixteen years young.
That’s how they saw it.
A hundred and ninety two moons
Of a lifespan.

There were milestones to conquer
And miles to travel,
People I’d never met
And names to forget,
Before I landed my feet on  
this unsteady ground. 

But somewhere along the way
I fell in love too soon,
And two people became one
In the corner of a bathroom stall
On a lonely Friday night. 

Half a moon later
I watched myself cringe to a ball
On the floor of the same toilet
With a stick and a + for confirmation in my hand.

From then on, 
Time stopped and swirled 
And I lost track of life
Mostly because I didn’t want to remember.

It hurts because when 
You were inside me
I had two hearts beating beauty 
Through my being

Now,
It feels like I have
None. 

One plus one 
Equals three 
Minus one. 

(Source: alfaazkibarsaat)

1 year ago
#poetry #poem #spilled ink #writing 
Smudgeoning

umustcreate:

Writing in pencil,
Smudging, bludgeoning
Words out of existence.
Keep hand still,
Rotate wrist to free
Mind. I can’t find
A way to continue
Without erasing all I have
Achieved so far.
Sentences like my life,
I obliterate everything
There’s no behind
Only forward.
I’ve so much left to give
But in the present
I must live.

1 year ago
#poem #poetry #spilled ink 
lost and found

lifeencoded:

i lost

track

           of where
i left

my heart

     it once was
in a poem
by Pablo Neruda

another time
     i found it stuck
between the pages
of Bluebeard

                        then it was over here
                                         with you
     now
     it seems
     to have
     gone
     missing
     again

                       do you have it?

or you?

             or is it
lost
                                   in the
                             wilderness
                         of daydreams
places
faces
which might be
          delusions or illusions

     or hard facts
     in literary
     journals

please

bear with me
while I check
lost and found

(via poeticallyprofound)

1 year ago
#poetry #poem #writing #spilled ink 
1 year ago
#Valentines Day #poem #writing #creative wtiting #spilled ink #poems #love #love poems 
Acrostic - I Hate To Carry This Hate.

thewritersaddress:

I

     Honestly have begun to
     Abhor
     These feelings that fill my
     Existence.

The venom in my heart has
Overpowered any warmth, any love

     Causing this heart to erode
     And stiffen with
     Rivalry and
     Retribution. Unwilling to
     Yield, unaffected by

The defects and blemishes in the
Hideousness that is my soul
I cannot exercise integrity and kindness.
Saddened by the

      Hatred
      Angst and
      Torment
      Exoneration, for now, is out of the question.

(via thewritersaddress)

1 year ago
#poetry #spilled ink #poem #poems #writing #creative writing 
At 4am

umustcreate:

Do you want to see me at my weakest?
At 4am when it’s bleakest
Not quite night
And not really day
What would you say?
Would it repel you
To see me vulnerable
Weak and far from honourable
When there’s no need for me to be
A gentleman
Merely a man
And all the frailties that come
With being human
Would you understand?
And take my hand
Tell me things will be okay
Or would you leave
And stay far away?

1 year ago
#poetry #spilled ink #poem #poems #writing #creative writing 
Raven&Bloom: I Am Nobody's Nigger→

ravenandbloom:

I Am Nobody’s Nigger

Rappers when you use the word “nigger” remember that’s one of the last words Stephen Lawrence heard, so don’t tell me it’s a reclaimed word.

I am nobody’s nigger 
So please, let my ancestors rest in peace 
Not turn in their graves in Jamaica plantations 
Or the watery graves of the slave trade 
Thrown overboard into middle passage 
Just for insurance claims 
They were chained up on a boat 
As many as they could manage and stay afloat 
Stripped of dignity and all hope 
Awaiting their masters and European names 
But the sick and the injured were dead weight to toss 
And Lloyds of London would cover that cost.

I am nobody’s nigger 
So you can tell Weezy and Drake 
That they made a mistake 
I am nobody’s nigger now 
So you can tell Kanye and Jigga 
I am not a nigger… in Paris 
I’m not a nigger in London 
I’m not a nigger in New York 
I’m not a nigger in Kingston 
I’m not a nigger in Accra 
Or a nigger with attitude in Compton 
Cos “I don’t wanna be called yo nigga”

How were you raised on Public Enemy 
And still became your own worst enemy? 
You killed Hip Hop and resurrected headless zombies 
That can’t think for themselves or see where they’re going 
Or quench the blood lust because there’s no blood flowing 
In their hearts, just in the streets 
They don’t give a damn as long as they eating 
Their hearts ain’t beating, they’re cold as ice (bling) 
Because they would put money over everything 
Money over self respect or self esteem 
Or empowering the youth to follow their dreams 
Stacking paper cos it’s great than love it’s seems 
Call me “nigger” cos you’re scared of what “brother” means

To know that we share something unspeakable 
To know that as high as we rise we are not seen as equal 
To know that racism is institutional thinking 
And that “nigger” is the last word you heard before a lynching.

By Dean Atta

(Source: soundcloud.com)

1 year ago
#Stephen Lawrence #Poem #Poetry #Spilled Ink #Tribute 
THE MOUTH SPEAKS: Overrated?→

poeticpersistence:

themouthspeaks:

poeticpersistence:

Love is a cycle with a synapse at the end

Partners have become fashion, pregnancy a trend

Love is pleasing but lust can never get enough

Females can be teasing, Males can get rough.

Boys play it cool because girls radiate warmth

In attempt to be idiosyncratic and variagate norms

But are two lovers safe or are two lovers lost?

If love is the way, what is the cost?

They say it’s better to have loved and lost than never to have loved I agree

I didn’t choose love, love chose me

When my heart did the blinking I lost sight

When my feelings did the thinking I lost my mind

But Mr Right was always in the picture

Scripture depicts submission and vulnerability

Advocating what seemed like a greater cost to me

Mistakenly

Love

When with the perfect person

Is perfect.

But you see I agree, 

with your every word on every line

Your every turn as you twine,

The optimistic thoughts on your mind

But please for just a second,

consider this philosophy of mine..

I find myself inclined

to believe, in the unique,

perfect, person you seek.

The thief, that’s bounds to leave,

with resent, unable to prevent,

the leaking of them sneaking,

with alleged friends.

That for so long they’ve spent,

building up a stage with,

for voluptuous intent.

I mean, how do we trust, in a world brimming with injustice?

A world where hope is dimming, disappearing in clusters

And that perfect partner you lost before you met will inevitably lust that and lust this?

I’ve pondered as I walked the road of life and the answer came to me on it’s own..

Just like you were born alone, you tend to die alone.

And I find it difficult to adjust this,

line of thought,

in the hope of justice,

Because just this,

is enough for me to accept the fact,

That in this world opposites attract,

And that saying alone, surely, sure enough..

Should explain one of the many reasons why I hate love.

I see now how your poetic points are persistent

And your viewpoint remains unchanging and consistent

But still I must resist and dismiss them before you convince me otherwise

I understand completely your thought patterns believe me

But i can’t help but feel as though you have an emotional wall

Maybe you loved once in the past

Maybe you lost it all

You have every reason to distrust the nature of humanity

Which is notably selfish

Intrinsically

Where it’s every man for herself

Apologetically

And a dog-eat-dog world

Unfortunately

But your distrust doesn’t solve much

Trust me

Rather it adds to the negativity

Positively casting out all hope of true love

If you don’t trust her, she’ll give you reason to.

But if you love her unconditionally, she’ll give you reason too.

1 year ago
#poetry #poem #poems #collaboration #spilled ink #writing #creative writing #love #love poems 
New Year→

thediaryofawriter:

365. It seems like such a small number; innocent and harmless. Yet packed within the folds and curves of those digits lie the moments, miracles, and mistakes that took me one step closer to the individual I will become some day. Hiding beneath those three figures are the jabs and punches, the glue and medicine that define my existence. That number has a sliver of my soul residing in its strands.  

So here’s to 2011. You broke me. You changed me. You showed me. You held me. And in your arms, i grew stronger, even though parts of me were missing. I grew wiser in the face of darkness. I found the courage to let the world read my words, and peek inside the folds of my true character. I fell down. And I fell in love. I let go. And I let in. I got lost. And I found a community of writers that make me feel worthy, and affect me. So yeah, I got beat up, and beat down. But somewhere along the way I did something right to end up exactly where I am today. 

So with those 365 days under my belt, I stand here, stripped and vulnerable, Scared but strong, hesitant, but ready- for another round.

Bring it, Twelve.

(Source: alfaazkibarsaat, via alfaazkibarsaat)

1 year ago
#poem #poetry #creative writing #spilled ink #new year #writing #prose 
Swaying Cilia

poeticallyundead:

Melancholy piano pains,

power chords and bent strings;

lyrics from a soul that’s getting too old

to know how to love or how to sing.

He just wants to vibrate the air

in a way that is too true to see-

ripples of sonic sound,

coursing through cilia that sway

as his eardrum pounds in perfect time to his heart’s beat.

His head bobs 

as he taps his feet

in between the bars and notes of a

composition sheet.

Music is his life-

music sets him free.

by my-pen-is-a-pistola

(Source: t-h-e-r-e--t-h-e-r-e)

1 year ago
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